when writing goes beyond art

i would like to think that writing is not a responsibility, not an order to be filled up. i would like to be able to write about people, about characters and events in a fictitious place. a novel? yes, a dramatic one.



but i am drawn to writing essays which make me think logically. and when that happens, i become very rationale and my feelings seem to get deadened. maybe i should sit down everyday, spend 30 minutes writing my novel. discipline for fiction is very hard to develop.



well... perhaps.